Anxiety
By Casey Douglass
as part of #fridayflash
Krillon yelled as the
scanner drone floated past their table, the late afternoon sunlight
dazzling from the humming metal sentinel. It thrummed and twisted
towards him but soon turned away to take in another diner. He flexed
his foot and scowled at Maxis. ‘What the hell did you do that for?’
Maxis grimaced as he
held up a palm. ‘You were dangerously relaxed Krill! I had to do
something, you know how twitchy those things are!’
Krillon felt his foot
throbbing now, a prickly heat spreading through his toes. ‘Thanks I
guess.’
‘You guess? I just
bloody saved you from being carted off!’
‘I wasn’t that
relaxed!’
‘You
were almost asleep!’ Maxis huffed and sucked down the last of his
replenishment shake.
Krillon
turned away. He didn’t want to lose his temper with Maxis. He knew
Maxis was right but he was insufferable when you admitted it to his
face.
‘So
what’s the secret?’ Maxis smirked.
‘What
secret?’
‘Why
are you Mr Comatose all of a sudden? You always used to be fidgeting
like a crack addict in withdrawal!’
‘You
seem pretty chilled yourself Maxis.’
‘Nah
I’ve got lots of inner turmoil, still waters run deep and all that.
Enough to keep them off me anyway.’
Another
drone buzzed past the café, a larger crowd control unit with
high-grade weaponry. It was a large orb like thing and painted a dark
grey, a white line around its equator, just below its collection of
cameras. A hush fell on the other diners as many pairs of eyes
watched its course until it was around the corner.
‘I
don’t know why they are worrying,’ Krillon hissed. ‘Nothing’s
ever gone down here!’
‘There
it is again!’ Maxis whispered leaning in closer. ‘What’s
happened? You used to crap yourself when those big bastards went
past!’
‘Maybe,’
Krillon leaned towards Maxis until their noses almost touched. ‘Maybe
I just don’t care any more!’
‘What!’
‘Maybe
I don’t care. It’s all bullshit and I’ve decided to just let
go, go with the flow!’
‘That’s
terrorist talk!’
‘I’m
not a terrorist.’
‘It
is to the Overlord Command Dispenser! You’ll be dead in hours if
you keep this up!
‘I
don’t care! It’s better than a life of fear and anxiety over
bullshit that doesn’t matter!’
‘They
got to you didn’t they!’
‘Who?’
‘That
freedom group, Always Chill Together or something.’
‘What
if they did?’
‘Christ
I can’t talk to you any more!’
‘Suit
yourself!’
Maxis
leaned back in his chair, his face ashen. Krillon watched his eyes,
gazing all around the face of the person who used to be his friend.
He knew that Maxis felt that he was now looking at a stranger. He
watched Maxis shake his head and stand. He watched him turn away and
begin walking. He watched him. Maxis didn’t turn around when the
alert sounded. Not even when the first shot was fired.
--THE
END--
A
bit of sci-fi for my #fridayflash this week as my Obsessive
Compulsive Disorder (OCD) has been the worst it’s been for years.
The astute amongst you might recognise those initials in the Overlord
Command Dispenser line. Anyone with any interest in anxiety treatment
may also recognise Always Chill Together abbreviates to ACT,
Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, the process I am trying to apply
to my life so that I can at least do some of the things I value,
rather than being under the thumb of the Overlord Command Dispenser
24/7. Thanks for reading.